First of all, I'm a parent. And secretive. Then there is the clear insanity and refusal to accept happiness in my life. The fact that I can't give a relationship the time and effort it is due. Having someone wait over a decade for true commitment?
People keep saying that, but it was a miracle to find someone who looked at me and said 'there is a man worth waiting a decade for.' And that was with us already in a relatively serious relationship.
I no longer hold my breath. I am not suited to romantic pursuits. Which is why I'm glad for you, TC. In the face of that, having a friend is the most important thing I can imagine.
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I don't lie to you.
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Yeah, I'm messed up.
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I no longer hold my breath. I am not suited to romantic pursuits. Which is why I'm glad for you, TC. In the face of that, having a friend is the most important thing I can imagine.